breathing again

BREATHING DEEPLY....... FOCUSING ON THE GOOD
today i don't feel so hopeless. i am thankful that my boughts of "OH MY GOSH" don't last long. Your comments really made a difference. In so many ways you are right.

things are good
mike is in a safe place getting help
i am surrounded by good, loving people
i have a fun store
i have a great job
i have a wonderful daughter
i have funny dogs

I just want to stop feeling so hit upside the head at times.

instead I need to dwell on this
"they that wait on the Lord will mount up on wings like eagles, they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint"

and this
Telling you, 'You're my servant, serving on my side. I've picked you. I haven't dropped you.'Don't panic. I'm with you. There's no need to fear for I'm your God.I'll give you strength. I'll help you. I'll hold you steady, keep a firm grip on you

and this
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.
Psalm 27:14Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD

thanks for sticking with me. mike had his interview today, it was positive, he will have one more and then a hospital will be chosen. We are asking that it be North. Our prayer is that God would place him close to us so we could function as a family on occasion. Your will be done Lord. amen